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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

song of the day: caught in a moment - Sugababes

talked to hien today in between studying, and it set me thinking quite a bit about stuff. we two are of the same type. haha. full of weirdness but the emotional type. rahrah. okay. we'll get through this shit together, and after that we're gonna be stronger(:

there's so much to do now, and it's not getting easier. am practically awake 24hours because sleep isn't even sleep nowadays. it's nightmare after nightmare after nightmare, every single day without fail. and imagine having a nightmare when you're taking an afternoon nap. that's how much i'm loved. it's practically draining the life outta me. pfft.

that aside, i've been feeling really weird lately. like heartache, as in, the physical pain. long painful aches... short sharp pains. just great. maybe i'm dying soon. ah, just as well. i'll go without a fight.

from today onwards, the backstreetboys and westlife are banished from my playlists, at least till the papers are over. it's depressing enough without their songs. when everything seems to be bringing you down, it's hard to be strong. but it gets a little more bearable when the girlfriends are around, and the frowns make way for a smile(:

Chekhov's gun. and i must stop writing.

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look beyond the smile.

11:59 pm