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Friday, August 03, 2007

have you ever had the craving for something so bad you need to satisfy your craving immediately? and after that you keep coming back for more. each time the need grows, it's so overwhelming, you give in to it.
that's when it's called an addiction.
and i've a bad addiction, it's called long runs.

contrary to "thank god it's friday'', today wasn't a really good day. gave up on work today, came home after the horrible phy paper and went for a run. it felt good, definitely. injury-free runs are the best runs i can ever ask for: without tubigrips, tapes and supports.

then again, runs alone are good, especially when my head (like today) is cluttered with all the unhappy thoughts and bad feelings. it was literally, taking everything and throwing it to the wind. lately all the negative energy has been channelled into the run; desperate attempts at getting rid of the pain.
self control, girl, twice a week is enough.

mid week was a killer, and i just felt really down. much love to hien for everything lately, especially for her listening ear=) caught up with ting on thursday, and i felt a little better; why won't this feeling just stay.

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evanesco,
make the pain go away.

10:55 pm