Sunday, July 01, 2007
the only thing that's hurting is the part about all the false hope.
why give me so much false hope when in the end we all know what's the decision?
you didn't do it once; you did it time and again. why...
i don't understand, i really don't.
you gave me so much hope i managed to convince myself that i had a chance.
i really thought i had a chance.
i thought i had.
and i really wanted to show you that i could do it.
i really wanted to show you.
i guess i was a fool all along.
i tried telling myself that logic would rule, but lying to myself didn't work.
i don't understand, i really don't.
why did you lie to me, why.
i don't know why i'm still here.
the pain is indescribable, but so is the feeling of flying.
and nothing, nothing will ever beat that feeling.
i'm crystal clear that emotions shouldn't come into play now, but i can't help myself.
i know i'm running out of time, but i'm not ready to give up just yet.
because i can't let go of the feeling, and i know i never will.
the only thing left to do now is to face it, head-on.
Jocelyn is a stupid girl.
all i can do now is countdown the days, and hope for the best.
anything but last.+++
baby would you hold me in your arms and tell me that everything'll be okay
hope.
1:31 pm
