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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

much as i don't want to, i've let the word independence into my dictionary, grudgingly. independence in the sense that i have to learn to do everything myself, and be by myself.

it definitely isn't getting any easier.
but at any rate, i'm still adjusting to it.

well, for starters, i have to start by doing the chores, including cooking.
it is pretty unglam when i get on all fours and clean the floor, but hey i'm pretty much a clean freak.
and the lunch i make actually tastes good! =))
shrugs. even making my own bed becomes an unconscious action.
hmm.. sometimes change isn't all that bad i guess.

with the maid gone, at least i've learnt to be less careless, and be just a little more thoughtful i guess.
laugh all you want, i actually think about how my mom has to iron and wash the clothes and cook everyday =( and i'm proud to say i bring in the dry clothes and fold them! =)

i know i'm not exactly doing a lot, but i'm thinking much more before acting rashly i guess.
haha. i sound like i'm doing some self-reflection now. -.-

being by mself... i think i should be getting used to it by now i guess. shrugs.

on a separate note, i'm panicking now=)
i need the start list! ;)
i think i'll do better by knowing beforehand who's in it.
but still, i'm crossing my fingers.
and yes, i'm resting my legs!=)

9:48 pm