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Thursday, May 17, 2007

each time i think about stuff in my head, i tell myself "i'll do this, this, this and this."
but i just can't translate those stuff into actions or words.
sometimes when i do, they don't come out right.
and at times, they don't manage to carry the meaning through; nothing like how i imagined it to be, nothing that i wanted it to be.

maybe that's why i can't ever advise anyone, but come to think about it again, i never did give myself any good advice anyway. everything that i've done has been reduced to shambles. i dont know. i really dont know.

what i want to do, what i want to say; sometimes you should put one side of a earphone into my head or heart to truly understand what i want to say, or how i feel. imagine, i can't even put how i feel into words. what a clown.

tell me what i should do, show me.

9:38 pm